Will Katie's soul come back to us in another pregnancy, or is this it? Will we have to wait 'til heaven to see her again?
How long does it take for the acute stab-in-the-heart to go away? How long before it won't sting first thing every morning when I wake up and realize that I should still be pregnant but am not?
Was there something genetically wrong with her, and if yes, would it have been something I could have lived with had she made it to term? Or was this a fluke? Does it even matter?
What stings more than anything isn't seeing women with a baby, as in just one. What stings the most is seeing women with two babies. Because that should, in a perfect world, be me. I want to go up to these women and tell them it's not fair.
I am not really mad at God...yet. I wonder if I will get that way. If not, that would be fine with me....don't really like arguing with the man upstairs. But I do not understand his ways sometimes.
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